Beat beat beat Me down, so bad
Hate hate hate, It hurts thinking about it
You're nothing, stupid, ugly, worthless, will go nowhere .. Keeps pounding in my brain like a hammer All the things that have been said to me.
Why Me? I say
Why Me? I ask god.
Why me?! I scream with tears running down my face like waterfalls
Breathing and breathing
Close my eyes
Cover them with my arm
"Because you have to care for yourself" Some angel replied.
Get up, bathe, dry your tears, breathe
Don't fall when they want you to
Do anything, but please "GET UP"!
Punctured brain, lost soul, heart bleeding with hurt
But I still get up
And tell myself "be strong self"
Then instantly feel better.