If everyone were to walk out of my life I’d be fine and honestly not many people can say that. In the end it’s just you always have been and always will, that’s just the way life works. Someone that you thought would never leave you will, eventually. Weather if that’s now or later it’s gonna happen. It happens to all of us. But that’s not a piss poor excuse to go into a shell and move on real fast and find someone else to rely on cause when people do that they end up getting more hurt.
Then they do it again. It’s a endless cycle. Like how you gonna live your life knowing that you can rely on everyone but yourself? It doesn’t make since to me and probably never will. I don’t know if I’m saying this because so many people have left when I needed them most, or if it’s cause mental issues but that’s just how I feel. It’s how I’ll always feel