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lil_miss_millie
lil_miss_millieCommunity member
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A poem on life, goals and struggles, and my eating disorders

Just a little

Just a little further Just a little more

And all the dreams I hope for Will be mine, and not a raw

And painful need That I shut out

Just a little smaller Just a little less

And this pain that tears my heart Will lift, I won’t confess

To what I’ve done To get here

Just a little secret Just a little lie

I’m so close to my goal now And then I wonder, why

I carry on This isn’t me

This never was the answer I knew this wouldn’t save

The lost and lonely girl I am It’s past time to be brave

I’m changing now I will

Just a little further Just a little more

I’ll no longer believe The lies I did before

I can see Deception

Just a little better Just a little smile

It’s hard, my god it’s hard But I know that it’s worthwhile

I’ll push on through the guilt And shame

Just a little smaller Just a little less

But all it ever really did Was make my life a mess

I’ve lost a lot Of time

Just a little secret Just a little lie

But I knew all along That this thing wanted me to die

It’s never just a little Every time there’s more

It’s left me wracked with pain And sobbing on the floor

But now I’m fighting back at it I’ll win

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