I don't care anymore I don't care about the food I fill my head with I don't care about the thousands cigarettes I just try to feel a little bit
I don't care anymore

I don't care about the food I fill my head with

I don't care about the thousands cigarettes

I just try to feel a little bit stories
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liftmeup Just feeling too much..
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I don't care anymore I don't care about the food I fill my head with I don't care about the thousands cigarettes I just try to feel a little bit

I don't care about the interests I've always been doing with joy I don't care about what I do Because I don't feel it no more

I don't care about cleaning my house No one sees it anyways I don't care about my appearance Not allowed to see people anyway

I don't care about anything Because I just don't feel good I try to get out of it But my body is filled with poisonous drugs

And you are not allowed to say you feel bad Because people die of covid But I do feel bad So get the fuck off my back

People tell me to get out And eat healthier But they haven't walked in my shoes They don't know shit about how I will get better

They don't know the deamons in my head They don't know the nightmares That infest my body all day They don't see the pain in me

They don't know it's deeper than that They don't know I need help That I have obvious physical things that affects me And i'm waiting for my doctor to sort it out

So don't undermine my pain Something you don't know a thing about You can give advice and care But understand that your words are not a cure

Wrap me in your hands And tell me it's allright But don't tell me to be happy Because it feels out of my hands

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