2nd March 2018, 9:18 PM
Today's the day i filled your cute face with a lot of colours. Ofcourse that was one year back. It was really really good having you baby. I miss you. I really do.
Many hurtful things, I've said to you. But that doesn't mean i don't love you. I love you just the same as i loved you one year back.
27th November it was i remember. You wore a cute black dress and were late. you and I were best friends then. I guess that's where it all got messed up. People fade but memories don't.
I guess that's why I don't get to see you in person now but i do everytime I'm asleep. I don't get to caress your face but i do everytime I'm thinking of you.
I just want you to realise that no one in this planet can love you like the way i do. No one can love you MORE. It kills me to see you with another guy.
But i keep myself strong, i keep myself busy. With things, with different people but trust me it doesn't help that much.
Whenever I'm alone i go and listen to our calls that I'd recorded. I miss you so very much. Can't you come back to me? Or I've lost the right to call you mine? I know you don't trust me.
Neither do i. But i don't understand why didn't you give me a chance? Just one chance and i could have undone all the mistakes. I could have made you really happy.
I could have given you what you actually deserved. Trust me the things i said when we last talked. A part of me didn't want to send those messages. It wasn't me Anaya. It wasn't.
But it was strange that you changed so much that you were saying things that i couldn't believe you'd ever say to me.
You didn't understand me anaya. Maybe i didn't too. But leaving me like this. I don't know why you did that but i still love you. I don't think you'll leave my mind so soon.