A Lot
A Lot sad stories

lavcit Community member
Autoplay OFF   •   2 years ago
trigger warning: it’s kinda about sexual harassment... if you decide to read anyway, thanks i love you and if you went through it im so so so sorry

A Lot

Everything feels like a lot to handle

The small smiles and flirtatious comments,

Each accidental brush feels like a mountain

And reminds me of things that shouldn’t matter but do,

It all reminds me of you.

And I don’t, don’t, don’t want to go back

I’m so, so afraid.

I don’t ever want to feel the way you made me felt:


Guilty when I didn’t please,

as though I owed you me,

because intentional or not you left me scarred and bruised.

You left me recoiling from the smallest little touches,

so that now when any boy touches me I jolt back,

and even though it wasn’t that bad it feels like it.

Everything’s just too much.

Too, too much.

So even when I’m doing my very best to change,

Go back to the way I was and forget the feeling of your fingers on my shirt,

creeping under my skirt,

I can’t.

Every little thing just feels like a lot now...

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