But it where all pure white lies my mother feed me. Just like her mother and grandmother did.
Was it your way of showing love when you touch me somewhere you shouldn't when no one was seeing?
No, I never felt save when I was around you. You make me scared of every men.
I didn't felt love when you where between my legs or when your hands where all over my body.
I didn't even knew what to feel. What can you expect from a 10 year old kid? All that time I lay there motionless like a dead person.
And even today no one knows about what you have done. Even today when your hands go further down my back when you hug me in front of everyone no one notice.
Because you means no harm.