You always hear life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs.
Most people get on, strap in and enjoy the ride.
They rejoice in the ups and battle through the downs.
So why can't I?
Why are my ups so short-lived and the downs so very very low?
Through medication, and even therapy I can't find the joy in the ups.
Why are my downs filled with darkness and never-ending storms?
I didn't ask for this, the dark thoughts and the pain.
Sometimes I consider unbuckling and jumping off the ride.
Maybe I can jump off on the top so I can finally live in the high, finally enjoy it.