I'm doing this again
And this time I'm not stopping
Because I need it.
Today I woke up sore
From throwing up and crying
I took my prescribed medicine
It tasted like childhood
What Miss PiggleWiggle
Would give those troublesome kids
So I smiled...
I watched videos all day
And ate and ate and ate
Hoping I wouldn't throw it back up
I did some homework, but I still have lots of missing assignments that I feel guilty about.
I felt convicted to go to Bible study, so I took a long shower, lotioned, put on my makeup
And I felt nervous and I didn't know why
But when I got there, I didn't hear girl voices, but a male's voice instead,
And he was cussing, so I left quickly
That I got ready for nothing.
So I went to eat a late dinner.
I decided to eat unhealthy, so I ate a waffle drizzled with lots of syrup. My body didn't like it
And I was happy.
Now it's 2 in the morning