Am I afraid of it?
Of having everything in the right place
I definitely don't have OCD
Everything cluttered seems right to me.
Why is that? Why do I like
Sleeping at night with stuff all around me
Concealed and tight?
Every time I try to organize, I get distracted by old papers I have written, by childhood books I haven't read in a while,
And soon my stuff piles up again.
Do I like the comfort of things around me?
Because if everything is organized, everything is in their little homes, Hidden
And I am left