There are many things
That demand my attention
My spirit cries for me
To fill it with godly things
My soul pulls at me
It wants sex and attention
Then there is school
I have to take 7 classes
To become closer to being a teacher
So I have to juggle them, fast, faster, fastest
But I keep dropping them
I get distracted
By my crying soul and my whining spirit
So I keep getting 'zeroes' and 'missings.'
My friends want me
They ask me to go to Bible Study, or a sleepover, or just hang out...
And I want to
But I keep declining. Or to make them happy,
I try to go, but since I don't really want to, I end up late or not showing up at all.
And they don't tell me, but I know they're pissed.
I know boys 'want' me,
They keep sliding in my dm's
And I accept, ask how old they are
One was 40(ew!)
One didn't tell me, but he wanted my number.
These idiots drank too much of my time.
I wish I had 8 arms
So I can touch and soothe all my aching needs and wants.