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My Experience

Relax

Receive

Respond

The three words that define the feminine

I sometimes have trouble with this

I believe many women do...

I was ten, I was like a rabbit, bracing

Myself to combat any predator. I would clean and clean and clean and when my younger siblings say down to watch tv, I would never fully sit down.

My butt wouldn't touch the floor, I only hovered, in case my father saw me not working. My body was tense. Did I know how to relax?

I was 14. I would try to receive things, friendships especially, but it always seemed to clatter out of my hands. I tried holding on real tight, and they only popped.

So years later, when I see people who are nice to me, I would brush them off into the garbage of "I have trust issues." Did I know how to receive?

I was expressive, but people's weird looks and laughs quickly sputtered that

Light away.

Years later I would only do a small smile instead of screaming and laughing, or I would say I'm fine when I'm actually exhausted,

or I'll cry instead of communicating how I actually felt into words.

Did I know how to respond?

Day by day, I am learning my feminine.

Relaxing,

Receiving,

Responding.

An aura of joy took over me, it can be uncomfortable sometimes, but at

The end it's so peaceful,

To operate how I truly am.

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