The first little note
Kindness to my heart.
I need kindness to my heart, Lord.
Gentle, not so hard, please not so hard, I'm too delicate right now.
The people in my life, please let them be kind, I can't take any jokes
Any manipulation, right now.
I can take it sometimes, but I want to relax. But I'm scared to relax because what if this beauty that I am touching
Is just a dream?
I don't want my life to become a nightmare.
Kindness to my heart, I need kindness to my heart, Lord.
Please don't let them scratch me, don't let them bruise me. I don't want to lick my wounds any longer,
My tongue is already thick with the taste of metallic, blood.
I want warmth, with a bit of firmness, just to know that it won't leave,
So when I close my eyes I don't have to open them up for another 8 hours.
Kindness, kindness to my heart, Jesus,
I know you give that, I love you so much.
Please send people who can give me kindness
No matter how terrible I can act,
No matter how mean I can be.