Right now I'm at a sleepover
With my girl friends.
I need a break
from the living wind
the assignments, lessons, stories,
Sometimes friends are like teacups
You want to handle them carefully so they don't break
And you don't want to break them because they are too beautiful to break
But because you're so clumsy, you shatter them anyway.
Sometimes I think I am clumsy when I'm around people.
My friend said she wanted to play hide and seek and I said that I'm Not Playing.
She got an attitude and said that the girls wanted to play hide and seek all day and that I was being inconsiderate.
There was silence in the room and I kept smiling, but inside I was running around, bumping into things, Confused. We were college girls. It was a small apartment.
I just didn't feel like crawling all over to find a hiding place that was non-existent.
I already played Truth or Truth with them and Never Have I Ever, which I think I won because according to them, I have never been rebellious in my life.
But now I'm really tired and I wanted to go to sleep. I think I only had 3 hours of sleep total for this whole week.
When we finally curled up to bed, I fell asleep right away, which rarely happens to me. Friends are like tea cups, they can easily break. I hope I don't break anyone today.
Especially a particular girl who is pregnant. She is showing now and it's absolutely beautiful. We already argued yesterday and I don't want to argue anymore. I don't want the baby to be mad.