I was overwhelmed
So I fell again...
I am still not giving up, but I'm keeping a close eye on myself for the next 3 days...
I taught a lesson today
And I thought it was horribly done
But my cooperating teacher told me that my heart is in the right place, I was made for teaching, I am a diamond in the rough. She said she never wants to hurt my feelings.
I started tearing up but I wanted to look professional. I couldn't look straight in her eyes, so I blinked hard and looked away until the tears were gone.
I cried a little when I got home though, I told God that I had so much work to do, missing assignments to complete, many pages to print out and laminate,
teachers to impress tomorrow because I might get job interviews...
I said I'll give it to Him. And I'll take it one small step at a time. As long as I'm writing, I'm doing fine.
I'm doing fine.