I try to satisfy my longings
With everything but you.
Saying how can you satisfy me in that way
When I'm alone
Like literally alone now
I wanna be comfortable,
I wanna get warm,
Yet when I finally let go,
I feel cold all over again.
The cycle must continue for me to get in the state of peace,
I think, but I know deep down that I will never be truly happy
If I do it this way.
So I bow down, I put on my song
That stimulates my whole being
A rush of ecstasy as I worship you
It hits me different, but fulfills what I really wanted:
Unwavering love, undying comfort, relentless pursuit of my heart
As I stand naked in front of you, unashamed, I allow you to cushion my yielding head
Into your warm arms
How do you love me after all the things I think?
After all the things I do?
All the pride and lust that rages and that bursts out of me
How do you continue to stare at me with tender affection?
Oh Jesus, how I love you...
Everyday I am learning your love for me,
Even though it doesn't seem like it,
My heart is softening to your touch.
Continue to cushion me with
Especially during this isolating time.