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kravtz
kravtzgrowing towards the sun
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I will probably not remember you when I am old and grey, I probably won’t even think of you months from now. I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after that, and forget you completely. Already now, I can barely see your face.

Apartment 48

I will probably not

I will probably not remember you

I will probably not remember you when I am old and grey,

I will probably not remember you when I am old and grey, I probably

I will probably not remember you when I am old and grey, I probably won’t even think of you

I will probably not remember you when I am old and grey, I probably won’t even think of you months from now.

I might wake up tomorrow,

I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow,

I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after that,

I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after that, and forget you completely.

I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after that, and forget you completely. Already now,

I might wake up tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, or the day after that, and forget you completely. Already now, I can barely see your face.

Now, there you are in my mind,

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines.

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before has turned into

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before has turned into what seems to be

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before has turned into what seems to be a bigger mess

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before has turned into what seems to be a bigger mess than Central Station

Now, there you are in my mind, a collection of strokes and lines. and the perfect geometry that you were before has turned into what seems to be a bigger mess than Central Station at 7am.

I saw your face in lines

I saw your face in lines and illuminating colors

I saw your face in lines and illuminating colors as I connected all the dots,

I saw your face in lines and illuminating colors as I connected all the dots, creating a masterpiece

I saw your face in lines and illuminating colors as I connected all the dots, creating a masterpiece of my own.

Got drunk on you

Got drunk on you the moment I touched you,

Got drunk on you the moment I touched you, and inside there was this heat,

Got drunk on you the moment I touched you, and inside there was this heat, this fire,

this unresolved sensation

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew I would somehow

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew I would somehow somewhere

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew I would somehow somewhere at some point

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew I would somehow somewhere at some point have to let you

this unresolved sensation that I do not yet have a name for and that touch it lit me on fire and right then and there I knew I would somehow somewhere at some point have to let you go.

Because

Because nothing good

Because nothing good ever lasts.

And by letting go

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go,

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts and empties you,

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts and empties you, leaves you cold,

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts and empties you, leaves you cold, like mouthwash,

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts and empties you, leaves you cold, like mouthwash, leaving absolutely nothing

And by letting go I don’t mean the physical act of letting go, but the one that tears at your guts and empties you, leaves you cold, like mouthwash, leaving absolutely nothing behind,

nothing that looks like it could

nothing that looks like it could be glued back

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together.

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together. I knew it would happen;

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together. I knew it would happen; your smile never once

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together. I knew it would happen; your smile never once got me fooled.

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together. I knew it would happen; your smile never once got me fooled. You are talented in other ways,

nothing that looks like it could be glued back together. I knew it would happen; your smile never once got me fooled. You are talented in other ways, I am sure.

And so,

And so, I watched you tear me

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces,

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything but me

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything but me while you tore into my flesh,

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything but me while you tore into my flesh, tore into all the wounds

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything but me while you tore into my flesh, tore into all the wounds that I had yet to put

And so, I watched you tear me into fragile little pieces, thinking about everything but me while you tore into my flesh, tore into all the wounds that I had yet to put new band aids on,

you tore apart whatever it was

you tore apart whatever it was that I had won

you tore apart whatever it was that I had won from all the pain before

you tore apart whatever it was that I had won from all the pain before you.

You were a brief moment

You were a brief moment in my life

You were a brief moment in my life but you,

You were a brief moment in my life but you, oh you,

You were a brief moment in my life but you, oh you, you ended

You were a brief moment in my life but you, oh you, you ended on the highest

You were a brief moment in my life but you, oh you, you ended on the highest possible

You were a brief moment in my life but you, oh you, you ended on the highest possible note.

Watching your back

Watching your back as you drifted away

Watching your back as you drifted away from my touch,

Watching your back as you drifted away from my touch was truly

Watching your back as you drifted away from my touch was truly the crescendo

Watching your back as you drifted away from my touch was truly the crescendo of my life.

I felt it in my bones

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body,

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me,

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me, and it sounded as if

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me, and it sounded as if all the songs in the world

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me, and it sounded as if all the songs in the world started playing

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me, and it sounded as if all the songs in the world started playing all at

I felt it in my bones as it flowed through my body, paralyzing every inch of me, and it sounded as if all the songs in the world started playing all at once.

In a way,

In a way, you turned me into

In a way, you turned me into music.

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