can i move on yet?
have you moved on now?
it would have been nice to know that you had so i knew that if i wanted to... i could.
im clambering up wall and smashing windows in this prison in my head
because a fucking straight girl made me feel this shit!
A straight girl lured me in and fucked around inside
made me lose myself, by releasing feelings i had, for so long, supressed
A straight girl came to me whispering love poems and sonnets of the heart
then she stole mine away to replace her own in her empty chest.
in a daze of october you flushed your madness into me unlocking parts of my soul i had shown to no one.
i was addicted to the feeling of you and the thrill of being with only you.
and in one swift motion you cut me off...
a numb heart...
the feeling you'll never trust or love again...
And okay. i assume your straight.
the last time i did that you almost kicked my ass.
but you came to me as a straight girl
and you left me a straight girl
and looking back you loved me like all you saw was a straight girls experiment.
but i loved you like a beautiful human. a labelless intelligent human. Now... The labels come from spite.
so forgive me.
but i'm letting you know now... i've never moved on... partly because of the hate i harbour for the way you destroyed me but also...
because when you left
you took my heart with you.