I am poison... I am your Poison...
I am your irrationality I am the flight in fight or flight I am the clenched fist at the beginning of every argument I am that bitterness in your voice that follows suit
I am the pillow screams of a broken heart
I am Destruction and sadness anger and pain packaged tightly together at the back of your brain waiting to explode outwards
I am in your nightmares, in your sweet daydreams turned sour
I am the rift between friends and The loneliness you feel every minute of everyday in the pit of your stomach.
I am in your pain. Every single inch of your body pain. knuckles to knees, Head to hips.
I am the dark viscous tar taking over your blood stream cell by cell, second by second.
I am your heart turning black millimetres at a time with every sad moment of life
I am in your lungs - In the 40 a day you swear is your therapy, That you promise you can give up any second
I am the smoke; Swirling Dancing Destroying Dissolving
I am your poison
I am poisoned
I am poison
and you'll do well to keep your distance.