Why am I giving you the courtesy of: "Just letting you know"? Of wanting to talk to you about whats going on.
Why do I need to keep you up to date? Knowing you are judging loudly from the side line, Knowing you are harbouring some form of resentment.
The fear I have of all of you now has me in a mess and my stomach slips into this feeling- Like I'm going to throw up everything I have inside me stomach, heart and soul.
Vomiting words out violently into the world in attempts to convince you to come around.
I some how have failed to remember you have no say in my choices.
You just want to protect me? Honey I don't need protecting I am a warrior...
A wonder woman
Perfectly capable of protecting myself.
But right now? With her,
The last thing I need is protecting.