I am alive
I AM alive
I AM ALIVE!
I tell myself that maybe, if I repeat the three words enough, I'll begin to feel it.
That maybe if I say it loud enough the world will hear me and i'll feel it move me once more In the wind, In the oceans, In the blazing summer sun
Maybe if I whisper it softly my soul will feel my desperate gasps and kick my heart into beating once more
Maybe it will beat again just for a second of joy.
If I tell my self im alive and I twist my voice in the direction of honesty over sarcasm then maybe... just maybe...
I can persuade myself, and I might not feel so numb.