Asexual in love.
Asexual in love. romance stories

kerryjohnstoneQueer poet with a lot on their mind
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im a little pissed and tought writing a poem about my pining over a girl i hurt, that i only ever wanted to love... but i saw her at a party to night and this is what came of it

Asexual in love.

by kerryjohnstone

i'm smashed, pissed, blasted out of my mind sitting at the other side of the room and my eyes are always drawn to you...

watching you laugh i can see the world in your smile and galaxies in your eyes.

yet all the joy in your voice is tearing me apart...

because i'm not the cause.

I'm scared of hurting you,

of breaking you.

i'm terrified i'll let you down, so much so it'll rip you apart

and you won't be able to come back because

the last time we spoke you handed your heart to me on a platter and i tore it apart through my own insecurities.

i wish you were mine

i wish i could hold you

speak to you

have you by my side.

i wish that i could take you in my arms and never let you go because

i want to be the one to help bring light into your darkness but instead im doing the opposite to you.

every time i speak i seem to encase you in darkness

that was never my intention

i only ever wanted to love you

but i cant love you the way you wished to be loved

and for that...i can never forgive myself.

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4 months agoReply
Regrets are about things we didn't say didn't do or places we didn't go very few regrets ever come from the things we actually did do in life how do you know you can't love her the way she wants to be loved do you actually know how she wants to be loved did you actually ask her she may in fact be waiting for you to love her the only way you can don't let regrets run your life just talk to her you may be surprised you have nothing to lose and everything to gain

potatoesarefabGifted Writer14 and frustrated
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This is so sad.... 😭. I almost hated you ;_;. This is too good. Great...awesome work 😭👏