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kenniekayoz
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All I can feel is pain
It's running through my veins

Pain

All I feel is pain as my life drags on from day to day

I sit in silence because I never know what to say

People have convinced me that someone is looking for someone just like myself

Even though I keep saying that I'm sitting at the back of the bookshelf

Nobody is looking as my exterior is something nobody wants and can't seem to get around

If it wasn't for that then my emotions about myself are truly what drag me down

I don't see myself the way others claim they see me, atleast the good side of it anyway

Always been one to see myself in a negative light, when it comes to saying bad things about myself I take the express way

Seeing what others don't see but hearing the same shit over and over from new people

Gotten so bad that at night I struggle to live with my thoughts so I take a sleeping pill

In hopes of drifting away, in hopes of finding peace

But every morning I wake up, look down and say "yeah I'm still obese"

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

The outside can change or so I'm told

But the inside's negativity is wrapped tightly around my soul

I haven't found anyone yet to release it, nobody has wanted to take that chance

I've often wondered what would happen in that circumstance

Feel like I bring out the worse in everyone as they say one thing and do the opposite, is it me makes this haappen

Usually sitting idle inside of my head until it's all done then my brain finally decides to snap in

Doubtful that they even would listen to me if I could speak those words

Always try to compliment and say nice thinigs to make you feel great those are just some of my keywords

I may n ot see what you say about me but sometimes it's nice to hear

Your voice maybe nice to listen to, but please don't act like a puppeteer

I've never been one to pull anyones strings

But hopefully one day something will happen and we'll wear each others rings

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

Look at this I'm actually trying to be positive for once even though nobody is near me to hear it

At times I'm surprised that I'm allowed to be by myself, figured with how people look at me they would want someone to babysit

Depending on the person it may turn into a very popular porn clip

At least one person would say "I've seen this one, he stays hidden and watches as she strips"

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

All I can feel is pain

It's running through my veins

Why do I put myself through this pressure

In hopes of finding some sort of pleasure

Kennie Kayoz

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