The Lost Feeling
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Have you ever lost a feeling? The feeling that made you present in the moment, the feeling that stopped you from being lost. Your feelings are what keeps you present in the moment, so do not ever let them go away. Emotions are not something to be ashamed of, never hide them away, never let the numbness keep a hold of you for too long.

The Lost Feeling

How do you get it back?

That feeling when you have lost it.

That feeling that feels so very far.

The lost feeling.

Day by day it comes and go,

But it never stays.

Why?

Everything seems so together just as everything falls apart.

And still, I am left here.

Lost.

The feeling is not the only one that is lost.

If I would do everything to get to it, why would it do nothing to stay with me?

Does it despise me that much?

I would run to it.

I would jump at it.

I would grasp it and I would not let go.

But that does not do justice.

For it, or for me.

Because it does nothing for me and it does not stay.

It walks to me,

It falls on me.

It powers through me all at once and it lets go all too soon creating scars.

It does what it thinks is right.

It is it's own kind of justice.

For itself and for me in some kind of twisted way.

Why do I walk to it? Cautiously.

Why do I lean in? Hopeful.

Why does it see my weakness, before seeing my power?

It goes through me all at once and it let's go before I want it to.

Stop!

Wait.

How do I get it back?

The feeling.

I have lost it once more and it is so very far.

'The lost feeling'.

The bane of my existence.

It will not come anymore.

It does not have the chance to go.

It does not even have the chance to stay.

Why?

Everything was so together and then it all fell apart.

The way it used to be.

And still, I am left here.

Lost.

I am the only one lost.

If I would do everything to get to it, why would it do nothing to stay with me?

I run to it.

Copyright (c) by Kathryn Jenkins.

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