why???? pain stories

kassaundrachur1 Hurt has a Heart in the form of words.
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IM MORE HURT THAN EVER..............


by kassaundrachur1

So i lost my best friend

i have not hurt this badly in awhile

Nevaeh was basically a sister to me

we have not spoken in over 2 months

i found out that she has blocked me on EVERYTHING!

she didnt leave me with a reason why she just did it

straight out of the blue

i miss her so much

one of my other friends asked her why she blocked me

she said that she couldnt handle "my negativity and it

always being about me, i dont regret it at all"

that hurt me and stung me soo deeply it was nearly

unbearable. i have been crying for 3 weeks now

i still have not talked to her

i had had my suspicions that we were drifting apart

but i refused to believe it.

until she eliminated me from her life

everything reminds me of her.

my room is filled with memories of us

and it hurts every single damn time i look at them

i honestly want her back but i dont think that will ever


she was my other half . and now she is gone

she was my only reason to live, well i thought. i have

my family standing by me i think.

i am nearly a month clean, but its been hard as hell to not

cut with all of this happening lately

i just want her back but clearly she doesnt care.

i am sorry this is kind of scattered its sorta a vent. im so

hurt and i really do not know how to handle it

ive been smoking lately to try and numb away some of

the pain ive been feeling. its so hard to get out of bed

every single day. i am constantly fighting with myself

trying to decide if it worth it to keep going or if

i should just give up right here and right now

shes hurt more then ive been hurt in years

i dont know how to cope. sorry this is really long

its somewhat an update of whats been happening with me

lately i just hope she realizes what she has lost.

shes hurt me to a point that i can't recover from.

she has no clue how hurt i am.

with all of that said



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