I'm sitting upon my bed
Wondering if it would be better if I was dead
I don't know what to do next
I'm so very numb
Will the pain just go away forever with just one deep cut?
Debating wether or not to cut
Why do I feel like I am in such a rut?
I just want the pain gone
I just want it all away
I'm beginning to think
Suicide is the only way
One bullet one knife and I will end my life
Is it really worth it?!?!?!?
I can't see the world getting better
And I can't keep living in pants and a sweater
The blood is flowing out of me now
Finally all the pain is gone
I am at peace!