I want, I hope, I wish
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kassaundrachur1
kassaundrachur1 Hurt has a Heart in the form of words.
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I know you won’t accept me saying “I’m Fine” We both know for sure its a lie

I want, I hope, I wish

I know you won’t accept me saying “I’m Fine”

We both know for sure its a lie

I smile and utter “i’m fine”

But the truth is I wanna die

I lie and I lie and I lie

Hoping someone will see through the outside

The lies that I repeat

Because I don't believe anyone understands

What i'm being Put through

The lines of struggle

Can’t be answered with ease when im asked Why

Why don’t I sleep?

Why don't I reap what I encourage others to do

The list of Why’s are so overwhelming I wanna cry

I can't answer Why

My head isn’t on straight

I have trouble remembering the date

I forget the month and cover it with “oh im just tired”

Everyone assumes I mean physically

Oh how I wish they knew

I am not tired in need of rest

I am tired of always wanting to die

But having something prevent me from suicide

I dream of a day ill be away from the nightmares and lies

Oh how amazing that sounds

Death has always rung better than life

I don’t want to keep comparing my size to every girl I see

I don't want to keep existing as someone who is not ME

I want someone to see through the lies

I want someone to see the sorrow behind my eyes

I want to have hope for a purpose unquestioned

I want to have a will to live

I want to look forward to what tomorrow will bring

I want to live like I never lost my spring .

I guarantee you i'm trying

I'm trying to stay strong and find hope

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