Who doesn't want a hand full of followers? These tears ain't sign of weakness. I want to be pretty all the time but when I found out couldn't be any of that.
Cause I'm sad, angry, ambitious,strong,sensitive, scared and emotional. Wearing a mask.
When the lights are on I have to channel version of myself the world will accept. You ask and admire the packaged me. The real me that you wouldn’t accept or look twice at has to be buried away from your eyes.
can I ignore you without being judged hell no... Ask me how I’m doing or talk to me like normal Not when I will do this or that.
Sometimes I can’t breathe. Our backs tells the story no books can handle Fame comes with a prize the standards I set aren’t delivered the same way. There’s gotta be some salt,chili and spice added .
I love you but meeting your expectations is my Ph.D. if I don’t will lose you. Homicide affection. Half of me is a waging war you tear me down, build me up , kill me slow with your expectations.