As it have gone under my skin my comfort does not bother to make me realize " I have been fooled " Just more - desires have made my flame burn.. ... To the death !!!!! Having thought of losing had given me lose of hope to be happy : In order to fool myself I turn my thoughts N blamed u !!!!!
Why my inner self keeps this voice utter in the situation where I think I am the one! ! N than have to defeat my self in order to be normal once again! My imagination turns to u every time I get over some guy Why my heart get back to you ? May be it's the mood swing which always make me turn to u when ever my heart gets lost to chase u !!
But why is it bothering me soo much !!! When I realize instide of me you have also life to be close with peoples : Why I forget that I am not the only one who chase u ! Why I forget that u don't need me the ways I think !!
May be my thoughts are too dumb that I fall for same excuse every time !! May be my mind doesn't like to be alone so it plays with me every time !! Yeah I don't wanna admit but it is and I am tired to deny it every time , every moment feels like going to the same circle !!
Did it is due to I have never found A guy in my life so my heart need something to made my bloody Harmons jingle But it feels alive It feels good I have everyone around but I don't wanna see them I had always option but I did not want it So why ❓