A Half Written Apology That Is More Of A Request
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justshutupxdA writer making the world brighter
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A Half Written Apology That Is More Of A Request

by justshutupxd

I quickly type out a message.

Not knowing if there will ever be a response.

A sharing of ideas.

Of people. And of old jokes.

For a moment everything is perfect.

But then the jokes turn to questions.

And the questions...

To arguments.

A half apology is spoken

For not being good enough.

But it's not really an apology.

Because it's a secret hope that you will say otherwise.

I am surprised

When you tell me not to say things like that.

That I was good enough

And that I deserve better than you.

Because I have done far more wrong

And I deserve so much less than you could know.

And you don't know

That I honestly feel she is more worth it for you.

That I was never worth your time.

And that all that time I was more attuned to your departure

Than I was willing to fight for you.

Because I am used to people who leave.

And you... despite everything,

Are just like all those before.

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This was a wonderful exploration into the topsy turvy world of a personality that is out of focus and prone to disaster. Great post!!!!!