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Iฬดฬ–ฬฃอฬนฬอ ฬถอšอ‰ฬ˜อˆฬฐฬฉฬ‰ฬ…ฬอ›ฬšออwฬตฬบฬฎฬ–ฬ˜ฬฅฬฏอ“ฬณฬ“ฬฝฬ€ฬƒฬŠฬ‚ฬšaฬทฬกฬงอšฬฆอŽฬญฬณอ“ฬฑฬฟnฬทฬขอšอˆฬนฬ†ฬ‰ฬ‡ฬˆอtฬทฬจฬœฬ€ ฬดฬœฬ–ฬผฬฐอ•อ”ฬณฬŸฬ˜อ•ฬ‹ฬ€อŠฬฬ•ฬ•ฬ•ฬ•tฬตฬขฬงฬจอ‰อ–อ‰ฬ’oฬถฬžอฬ†ฬอ˜ ฬตฬงฬฎอ“อˆฬฐฬ€ฬšdฬตฬœฬผฬœอˆฬŠอ‹ฬฬˆฬฬ”ฬฝฬ•iฬธฬผอ“อ–ฬŠฬ‹ฬ“ฬ’อ‘อ—ฬพอ†อ…ฤ“ฬตอ‰ฬ™อŒฬˆฬฬ”.

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โ˜น ~ยท๐–‚๐–†๐–—๐–“๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œยท~ โ˜น ๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š—๐šœ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐šข ๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ ๐š˜๐š ๐šœ๐šž๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š–๐šŠ๐šข ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š—๐šœ๐š’๐š๐š’๐šฃ๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š ๐šŠ๐š›๐š—๐šŽ๐š. ๐™ฝ๐š˜๐š๐šŽ : ๐šˆ๐šŽ๐šœ, ๐™ธ ๐š๐š’๐š ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐šœ๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐šข๐š•๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š– ๐š–๐šข ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šŸ๐š’๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ๐šœ. ๐™ธ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ ๐š’๐š ๐šž๐š™ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š˜๐š—๐šŒ๐šŽ. ๐™ผ๐šข ๐šž๐š™๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š๐š•๐šข ๐š๐šž๐š›๐š— ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š’๐š—๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šข ๐š›๐šŽ๐š๐šž๐š•๐šŠ๐š› ๐šœ๐š๐šข๐š•๐šŽ.

๐™ฒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐š’๐š—๐šž๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š— : ๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š’๐šœ๐š—โ€™๐š ๐šŠ ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐™ธโ€™๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐šข ๐šŸ๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š˜๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š™๐š’๐šŒ ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐šž๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š’๐š— ๐š ๐š‘๐š’๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š™๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š” ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š’๐š› ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šž๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ธ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š›๐š’๐š˜๐šž๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š™๐š’๐šŒ. ๐™ธ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š• ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐š˜๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š๐šœ ๐š˜๐š ๐šœ๐šž๐š’๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŽ, ๐š™๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š•๐š” ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š’๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š› ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š•๐š• ๐šŠ ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐š‘๐š˜๐š๐š•๐š’๐š—๐šŽ. ๐™ท๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข.

For me, life isnโ€™t worth it. So many horrendous things happen to me. Iโ€™m always left alone, my biggest fear... Why me? People always look at me oddly and act so discourteous around me.

Iโ€™ve done nothing wrong so why? I try telling people about my situation but, they just ignore me... They just tell me to just die. Thatโ€™s the only solution Iโ€™m left with...

What am I suppose to do? Some people tell me to think positively but I just canโ€™t. Iโ€™m just forced to wear a mask and lie to them that Iโ€™m brร˜๐Šen. Iโ€™ve tried cutting myself. It helped me but soon, that method faded.

Iโ€™ve tried everything but, nothing worked. Iโ€™m still not happy. After many years of pain and anguish, Iโ€™ve had enough of it. I donโ€™t want to live anymore... I make my way to the bridge and it unexpectedly rains.

I find it pleasant to see the sky cry along with me. I enjoy walking in the rainfall since no one will see me cry my heart out. I let the rain wash away, all the pain and sorrow from past days. But in the end, Iโ€™m still downhearted...

After a while, I make it to the bridge. No ones here to intervene. I look downwards at the violent waves. Iโ€™m ready. I shall step off. Tonight Iโ€™m drowning, forever lost in the shallow water... I step off the edge.

This is what I wanted but, something doesnโ€™t feel right... I rethink back at the past. No... I canโ€™t die yet. I try to scream for help but, Iโ€™m underwater... Iโ€™m at my last breaths and my eyes slowly close...

I think back at that day and regret those actions. Iโ€™m some of the fortunate survivors. If that silhouetted person didnโ€™t save me, I would have been left, forgotten... I still struggle with depression but that day, I thankfully won the fight.

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