Thoughts of Death
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joshuaharestadHobby poet hoping to be heard.
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Thoughts of death, and dying. It’s not a desire to kill myself. It would just be so much easier. To let go, be done with it.

Thoughts of Death

Thoughts of death, and dying.

It’s not a desire to kill myself.

It would just be so much easier.

To let go, be done with it.

But I can’t do that. No.

I have my dharma to think of.

To take care of my children,

and be there for my wife.

I must fight through this thing.

These dark thoughts I have.

It’s not just me living for them.

They help me feel alive too.

I’m anxious, about my job.

How do I prove I won’t cut?

Will they let me come back?

So much worry inside of me.

I’ve no place to put it all.

So I think, death, an end.

It’s the depression talking,

I still have hope inside too.

Which is how I keep going.

One day it will be better.

One day I will feel better.

If your like me, remember,

there is always some hope.

It’s hard to find in the dark,

when consumed by emotion.

If you’re still here it’s still there.

Hang on to that, you must.

Suicide is a permanent fix,

to a temporary problem.

It’s just never an option,

no matter how hard it gets.

Find whom you love.

And if that’s nobody,

then know my love is true,

you can live for me,

while I will live for you.

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