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joshuaharestad
joshuaharestadAfraid of waterfalls.
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Where do I go from here?

Lost

Where do I go from here?

On leave from work.

While they investigate me.

Look in to my self harming.

On a mission to get help.

What kind of help do I need?

I am a ship without a rudder,

lost in a wide and vast sea.

My map, compass, and the stars,

each leading me different ways.

An uncertain future in front.

I am frightened by the prospect.

Why couldn’t I just hold it back?

Why wasn’t I strong enough?

I let it get inside me again,

and now it is raging intensely.

Like a wildfire inside my mind.

How many acres are burning?

Not enough water to stop it.

Devastation. Hopefully, regrowth.

For now it is still going strong.

Anxiety, depression, pain.

Like a shadow looming over me.

It darkens everything I do.

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