I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please forgive me, for I was a fool to do such a horrific thing to you. I didn't know any better. I was upset, angry, hurt by what you did to me.
I’m sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry….. Because of me...because of me…...you now lay on those white sheets…….you now lay in that hospital bed...you now lay there….
until your heart stops beating.
I’m sorry...I didn't mean to make such a contract. I didn't mean to to sign. I didn't mean to meet that man……...That man…..that man….. he promised nothing would happen to you. He promised me.
He said he’d only hurt the god awful boy…..That terrible boy. He got what he deserved... He knew you were MINE!!. He knew you were my everything. He knew. He knew. He knew. He knew.
But that did not stop his greedy eyes. That did not stop him from taking what was mine…...taking my everything…..taking you.
I was so mad. I was so angry. I was so furious….that I did the most regrettable thing…. I went looking for the masked man. I went looking for him in the dark, spine chilling forest.
There, is where I found him. Him who grants wishes through dangerous contracts.
Ohhh why?….WHY!! Did I do it? Why did I let my anger consume me into doing something so….sooo….so STUPID? Why did I not just fight for you? Why did I not just prove myself to you?...
Why did I have to go into that forbidden forest? Why... did I have to hurt you?.....now you lay in that bed...waiting for you body to give in...to stop.
This is all my fault. It's all my fault. It's all my fault. I should have treated you better. I should have made you happy. I should have treated you like the Queen you are.
I should have been there for you. I should have listened to you. I should have never said such horrible things to you…...But I did…and now...now.. you are gone.
I thought it was my only chance.I thought I could get you back..if I made the contract. I thought I could get rid of him for good and you’d come back to me. I thought this was the only way.
I thought I could have you as my own again…..but..but I was wrong. I was so wrong. I was so so terribly wrong….because now I've lost you ...I've lost you permanently and it's all my fault!.
It's all my fault…..my fault…all...my...NO!! It can't be my fault...No.. It's his fault. It's that terrible boy’s FAULT!!. He made me do this. He made me hurt you. If he never was here.
If he never took you away. I would have never made that contract. I would have never been furious. I would have never hurt you….. I should have never went. I should have never hurt you.
I can't go on without you. You are my everything….you will always be my everything. I can't live a life without you in it. If only I was there. If only I was by your side..
I could have stopped the tragedy that was headed your way…. I could have prevented all of this..I could have saved you...but it's too late. You will be gone soon. You will be dead.
You will be 6 feet under….you will be far away from me...oh why? Why must you die?.. Why must you leave me?... I can't live a life without you…...I cannot!!.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. All I ask is for your forgiveness. All I want is your forgiveness. Forgive me for being a fool.
Forgive me for making a contract that now has you laying on that death bed.
I CAN'T. I CAN’T. I CAN'T. I CAN'T. I can't keep living. I cannot keep breathing. I cannot keep existing without you. I cannot. I cannot. I cannot. I cannot...I can’t be alone...
don't leave me alone...don’t leave me in this world. I don't want to suffer. I don't want to wake up without you. I don't want to be by myself. I Love you. I love you. I really do……..
please forgive me..please.
Is this my fate…..is this what I deserve. To forever live alone…..Without you…..without your touch. Without your sweet desirable voice. Without those beautiful golden eyes. Without…...you.
Is is the price I pay?...is this my punishment. To die alone. To lose the one I've spent my entire life with….I guess so.. It's all my fault and I deserve this. I caused this. I did this to us.
I am the reason our relationship didn't work. I am the reason you left. I am the one to blame….I pushed you away. I denied showing my true feelings. I had too much pride...No… I was afraid.
because of this…..I have lost you. Lost you for good.