Not gonna lie, I think I lost a friend. She used to choose me over lots of other people. Over everyone else.
It's as if playing with me or just overall hanging with me is a chore and just something she would overall not wanna do.
I don't think I've done anything unusual that might cause her to lessen how much she likes me. At least, I hope not. She is facetiming some people from a server that she and I are in.
I asked her an hour ago to face time me and she didn't and I asked again and she's facetiming some other dude. She just ignored me asking.
I literally am tearing up at the thought of us not being friends anymore. I don't really have anyone else besides her. Well, anyone whatsoever now.
I guess I really am meant to just not have any friends and just be a loner. I guess I kinda seen like a wuss and someone that just pushes the blame on others from how this sounds.
But I know it's my fault. I know that if only I was more entertaining or a better human being then she might like me. But I can't change like that. If I could, I would.
I'd wanna be her dream friend. Not some kid that can't roast for shiz.