"I came to get hurt "
Is what we'd say
I hope you did your worst because
I've never felt pain this way
You showed me your light then
Left me in the dark
Without intention, you left your mark
You said Scars can be beautiful and you taught flaws are unique but...
For the first time obedience stole my will to speak
I'll bleed on this page so the pain might subside but I'm refusing the end of this rollercoaster ride
You might not need me now,
But god knows I need you
You called me your muse
You didn't see? you're mine too.
Back to hiding behind my mask
I'm mourning the kindled kindred in my past
Keeping grounded is more strenuous now
The anchor is cut, I dive off the bow
Sinking slowly way past deep
You said "I promise." Talk is cheap.
My ambition is comatose
My inspiration is dead
Insomnia awoke and I just want to go to bed Jamie B. Muse