Attack of the thoughts Defensive action takes place Friendly fires begun
Deflecting self harm But the words come barging in No sense of remorse
I ask myself why? Why am I the only threat? I always seem lost
I let things get in Leaving myself to cry out Why do I bother?
My war is ending The thoughts start to diminish Tears are almost gone
I can smile again All is still for the moment A moment to breathe
My love for life thrives But the threat of hurt snaps back And the war begins