Dear Future Me, I am genuinely really curious how life turned out after the summer you got your heartbroken.. again. I’m sorry you had to deal with that. I’m sorry you had to be broken up all over again by another guy. I really hope you watch yourself with men, you’ve always had problems with them.
You know I love you a lot right? I only want what is best for you, and I seriously hope you can feel better from all the pain you’ve endursed in the first month of Summer so far, I’d like to believe things have gotten better.
I didn’t think I'd be facing this feeling again, I didn't think he'd leave me. Future Me, please tell me you got through this.
Please tell me you healed from this agony. I really hope I feel less damaged in the future, I don't know how long it will take.
Maybe when I hit 20, or 25 I can re-read this and be in a whole different place in life.
That’s the only thing keeping me hopeful right now, just knowing that the future is there-and that it could be great. Love, 19 year old me