Sometimes I ask myself "Why do I waste my time on this fool?"
Then I remember. The sex is good
You see I know it's wrong to use someone just for pleasure
But God it's so good and my legs just can't stay together
He told me he loved me the other day
I just smiled and blankly said "I feel the same way."
"Lies !!! It's all lies." I yelled in my head
I just want you between my thighs....
I just want you in my bed
I have no actual feelings , except when lust kicks in
Please forgive me Father, for I know it's a sin