it’s been a while. and somehow out of the blue, you start appearing in my dreams again.
except this time, we’re different. we’re still in love. but it’s a painful kind of love.
when i see you, i’m hurt. i won’t even glance at you longer than a second. but you’re still there. apologizing. and reaching out. but you know you’ve done wrong.
and i know i miss you. my head is hurting, my heart is hurting by just thinking of you.
and as much i miss your laugh, your smile, your voice. you. i want it to stop.
because i want the real you. i don’t want the you in my head. and no matter what, my trust has been broken. even if you came back, it wouldn’t be the same.
so, yes, i love you and i wish you all the best. but i want my mind cleared. we had good times. and i recognize it’s over.
but why don’t my dreams feel the same way?