Maybe if I volcaize
I won't do the thing I want to do
The thing I know I shouldn't do
that I did so many years ago.
But It helped me then
So why not now...
Why not now when I need it most.
why not now when everything in my life is crashing down
When everyone else is in control of my life
and there's nothing I can do to stop it
I need something in my life
that I can control
A secret that I would hide under my sleeve
It would be so simple
But I can't do it
I can't have it
I promised I wouldn't
I hope I can keep it.