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iammeAnd the sunflowered moon whistled
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I hate you

I'm still in love with you but I can't admit it to myself because then I'm left here alone and vulnerable

I hate you

and I don't know how to express to you that I miss you and wish you were here. Here where everything is falling apart.

I hate you

for never knowing when I'm down or mad or hurt. Even though I make it impossible to figure out.

I hate you

because I know I'll never be able to tell you when I'm mad at you or how I actually feel when I say "i'm fine"

I hate you

But really I just need you here because the only good in my life was when you were here.

I hate you

And you make me so angry when you don't reply.

I hate you

When you act like you don't care. Or maybe you really don't.

I hate you

for making me feel the way you do

I hate you

because I know you're never going to understand what you did

I hate you

because I know that when I see you next, I'll feel as I did before. I'll act as if everything you've ever done was imaginary. And I'll make excuses because I know you're a good person.

I hate you

for making me love you like I never have before.

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