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iammeAnd the sunflowered moon whistled
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A.K.A

by me

I hate you

I'm still in love with you but I can't admit it to myself because then I'm left here alone and vulnerable

I hate you

and I don't know how to express to you that I miss you and wish you were here. Here where everything is falling apart.

I hate you

for never knowing when I'm down or mad or hurt. Even though I make it impossible to figure out.

I hate you

because I know I'll never be able to tell you when I'm mad at you or how I actually feel when I say "i'm fine"

I hate you

But really I just need you here because the only good in my life was when you were here.

I hate you

And you make me so angry when you don't reply.

I hate you

When you act like you don't care. Or maybe you really don't.

I hate you

for making me feel the way you do

I hate you

because I know you're never going to understand what you did

I hate you

because I know that when I see you next, I'll feel as I did before. I'll act as if everything you've ever done was imaginary. And I'll make excuses because I know you're a good person.

I hate you

for making me love you like I never have before.

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bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
10 months agoReply
This is intensely personal. The words are coming out as if they were shaken out. Repetition of the theme is excellent. The following verses shows the irony of the message. Really good work. Great job!!!