these are the moments i hate myself most


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hymn
hymn contemplating abysmal tendencies
Autoplay OFF   •   9 days ago
wrote this with a headache :) (tw)

these are the moments i hate myself most

these are the moments i hate myself most:

when i let myself eat

when i let myself eat and i

when i let myself eat and i can't

when i let myself eat and i can't see

when i let myself eat and i can't see my

when i let myself eat and i can't see my bones

when i let myself eat and i can't see my bones-

my collarbones covered

my collarbones covered by extra skin

my collarbones covered by extra skin and my ribs

my collarbones covered by extra skin and my ribs sunken in

my collarbones covered by extra skin and my ribs sunken in,

those beautiful butterfly wings

those beautiful butterfly wings closed

those beautiful butterfly wings closed and

those beautiful butterfly wings closed and hidden

and these are the moments

and these are the moments i hate myself most.

when my words spill

when my words spill and thoughts leak

when my words spill and thoughts leak,

making

making myself

making myself weak

making myself weak,

i’m too exposed

i’m too exposed and so i take back my secrets

i’m too exposed and so i take back my secrets,

i’m too exposed and so i take back my secrets, no one can see

i’m too exposed and so i take back my secrets, no one can see who i truly am

and these are the moments

and these are the moments i hate myself most.

when you yell

when you yell and

when you yell and you

when you yell and you scream

when you yell and you scream poking fun

when you yell and you scream poking fun at my insecurities

when you yell and you scream poking fun at my insecurities,

fuck you

fuck you for making me

fuck you for making me hate

fuck you for making me hate myself

fuck you for making me hate myself more.

these are the moments i hate myself most // hymn

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