No one wanted me.
My parents didn't want me.
I was bullied in the orphanage.
Even at school I was unwanted.
I was an outcast at school. Lonely.
No one to help me with my problems.
This lead to cutting. To take away the pain or at least make me think it was taking the pain away.
What I didn't know was that I was throwing away my life and at one single mistake, I would lose.
Not video game lose and I can start all over. This is real life and if I lose, I can never begin again.