I feel trapped
like a prisoner in shackles
I am trying to break free
but I keep getting pulled back in
by the voices in my head
telling me I am better off dead
You tell me everything will be fine
It is so easy for you to say you will always be mine
Yet you continue to break my heart
And tear our relationship apart
the way you look at me leaves me breathless
every time you get near me I get so restless
everything about you is so perfect
from your smile to your laugh, you are so worth it
I am so tired of crying
I am really trying
But it is tiring pretending everything is fine
It is making me lose my mind
I have never felt so lonely
I feel like such a phony
I just want someone to talk to