you look for me even in the simplest things you look for me to deny logic you analyze me to find the ins and outs
you look at me to suffer do you really think that your life is a pattern?
that what had happened last year now will look as if you pressed the rewind button?
do you really seek the connections links and indicators do you really think that life is so dull?
write it in your calendar go back in your journal rip out the page and glue it right here write huge ‘today’ and make the past page look exactly the same
stupid and foolish
unwise and naïve
come on and stop writing
you haven't been here