I'm not sure I have anyone real
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hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
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I'm not sure I have anyone real

by hannaharnett

I can't think anymore

I can't tell who is real and who is fake I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to be myself without ruining it for everyone else and im so tired of being fake

I'm hurting people

I feel so alone but I don't know what to do because if I open up to someone I feel so vulnerable and that scares me to much so I keep myself closed and idk what Im doing and im just so frstrated

What am I supposed to do

Am I alone? should I trust people or should I stay alone, Just everyone is too much for me at the time and im trying not to push everyone away but im tired of starting conversation,

Starting Conversation

im tired of having to start conversation with everyone I want them to start conversations with me. im always startig conversations and im really tired of it at this point im tired of everything

I WANT TO START OVER

is it such a crime to want to start over i want to start over why can't i just start over why cant everyone just let me start over and i cant think straight and my thoughts are clouded and i jus

Im TIRED

im tired of thinking about everyone before myself and everything and im just a mess and i cant think straight and im just so upset about everything i cant put together a sentence thats clear

IM WATCHING HARRY POTTER

im alone and i cant think and i dont know what im doing and i just want to not talk to anyone anymore i dont want anything i cant think straight I CANT THINK STRAIGHT AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE

IM SO DONE

im so done and i cant form a sentence and i cant spell and im such a mess i cant thihnk and i dont know what im writing because i cant think because i feel so alone im a messy messy mess i just

Help please

i need to clear my head but i don't know how and im just so everywhere rn idk what im doing

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hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
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hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
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So it's been a while...



hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
8 months agoReply
@rain thank you!

rainpoets are just kids who didn't make it
8 months agoReply
hey, i relate so much to this, and i just wanted to say this was a great and emotional piece of writing. it definitely resounded me in an intense and human way. hang on, it'll get better :)

LostInMyDreamsCommabassadorDelving deeper into the unknown
8 months agoReply
@hannaharnett No problem! Enjoy your day 😊

hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
8 months agoReply
@bernardtwindwil Thanks so much, and don't be to concerned! I just needed to vent!

hannaharnettyou can call me hanar life is happening
8 months agoReply
@LostInMyDreams Thank you so much! I might take you up on the offer some time!

bernardtwindwilGold CommaGranddad & story teller, tomthepo8.com
8 months agoReply
You have me concerned. I want you to know that if you have the sense to question whether or not you are in reality. It means you are in reality. People who are not in reality never question it. You are not alone in your world fraught with anxiety and disconcert. Otherwise, this was incredibly descriptive and well written. Great post!!!!

LostInMyDreamsCommabassadorDelving deeper into the unknown
8 months agoReply
Hey, I'm glad you decided to share your story with us! You might not know what to do, but you did something amazing already. You shared your thoughts with a community of people who have common interests in reading and writing. I can tell you first hand you are not alone and you shouldn't hold back your feelings. I have a great deal of posts on this very topic. I've read and commented on lots of community members who share the same feelings as you. Keep writing and never give up on yourself. Even if it's just a rant or a vent it is helping you and will end up helping someone else who might feel alone with what they are feeling. I really enjoyed reading your thoughts and feelings. I know them personally and I know the pain. Feel free to send me a private message if you just want someone to talk to. Keep writing and never give up. We will all get through our troubles one day at a time!