My heart aches for you in a way only my heart can,
I promise you this wasn't part of the plan,
But I can't seem to get you out of my head,
I didn't expect my feelings for you to be as heavy as lead.
But when it comes to you,
There is nothing I can do.
Even when we stop talking,
It only takes a second to get back to making,
New memories and jokes that only we share.
I can't help but stop and stare.
At you and all the things you are,
I wish I could have been there when you reached the bar.
You set it long ago,
And I'm so glad that you now glow.
It just sucks that I'm not part of your light,
Because neither one of us knew how to fight.
When it came to each other we only wanted the best,
Even if it put our friendship to the test.
We only wanted the other to be happy,
Though that is a little sappy.
We just had that kind of bond,
That leaves me feeling fond,
Of all the memories we made,
As they now start to fade.
I wish you well,
Even though my life without you can be kind of hell.