Dark clouds are swimming Thus I sail with my umbrella
Afraid of the cold's dive; I clothe myself with this coat.
The sunshine's touch burns me Thus I freeze with my umbrella.
Afraid of the warm's fire; I clothe myself with this hat.
Smoke and fog of the world My umbrella blows for a new--
A roof from their rain showers; Though a cloud of my drops.
Now, my umbrella's turning to a house, No windows for their wind and dust,
But also bars of storms and thunders Pulling the rays of the sun's smiles.
I'm very afraid so I never show to people I'm very anxious so I hide under,
This umbrella protecting me from them This umbrella collecting my billow of emptiness.
I protect myself from the outside, But apparently become my prison.
I'm very afraid, should I let them kill me Or should I do it on my own instead?
My own hurricane's messing me up. I can't survive from my own storms.
Please rescue me, I'm drowning in deep. Please hold me, and pull my hand.
But no matter they help, I always sink in. I'm an anchor who always sink, never swim.
Deeper I go, I can't see light anymore. I'm stuck under this forever of abyss.
But no! I won't let bullshits do this to me! I'll show that anchors too can swim!
I'll prove that there's light under! I'll prove that I can save myself!
I may be fucked up today, But I know! I'll get out of this!
I know it! I won't let it! I shall save myself!
A day will come when I would go out, When I will dance under the rain,
Or chase butterflies on the grasses, Without my hand's grip of my umbrella.
I shall face the world with my umbrella no more.
Thank you for reading ladies and gentlemen.