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Self aware...
*Mentions feelings of self-hate.
(Everyone has the right to be themselves, don't let anyone take that right away from you <3)

Self Awareness...Acceptance?

Love is love,

Love is love, so what have I got to be afraid of?

Depression

Depression Rejection

Depression Rejection Confession

Depression Rejection Confession- Tell them how I really feel...

Depression Rejection Confession- Tell them how I really feel... Deflection-

Depression Rejection Confession- Tell them how I really feel... Deflection- Pretend I'm someone else...that way I never will...

They won't understand...

They won't understand... That I could possibly have feelings for either woman or man...

Your family is supposed to love you as you,

Your family is supposed to love you as you, and I really, really want them to,

Your family is supposed to love you as you, and I really, really want them to, to love me as me,

Your family is supposed to love you as you, and I really, really want them to, to love me as me, maybe I am not giving a chance for it to be...

Bi,

Bi, gay,

Bi, gay, straight...

Bi, gay, straight... It shouldn't bother them in any way,

Bi, gay, straight... It shouldn't bother them in any way, will it though,

Bi, gay, straight... It shouldn't bother them in any way, will it though, it's better for me if they don't know...

In between,

In between, two choices of love,

In between, two choices of love, man or woman,

In between, two choices of love, man or woman, or just pretend...

I am self-aware,

I am self-aware, maybe a little too much,

I am self-aware, maybe a little too much, too much to not care,

I am self-aware, maybe a little too much, too much to not care, about who I want to love...

What will they think,

What will they think, when I finally break,

What will they think, when I finally break, and tell them everything,

What will they think, when I finally break, and tell them everything, about who I am?

Will they love me the same,

Will they love me the same, if I tell them my shame,

Will they love me the same, if I tell them my shame, and just give up the facade,

Will they love me the same, if I tell them my shame, and just give up the facade, that I'm straight and proud?

Telling them I'm bi,

Telling them I'm bi, is giving up the lie,

Telling them I'm bi, is giving up the lie, that I am only one way,

Telling them I'm bi, is giving up the lie, that I am only one way, but I hope to tell them one day...

Note: I AM OK! :) Hey! This is a...personal...piece of mine. It is me being honest with myself and y'all the way I don't think I can be honest with my family.

This fear of mine to tell them might be sort of irrational considering I know how much they love me <3 But it is still scary for me to tell them. I have been ashamed of being bi for a while... I DO believe people deserve to love whoever they want and deserve acceptance, but I don't feel like I deserve it sometimes...

Anyways... Thank you for reading and I hope everyone feels happy with who they are and have people to trust <3 Have a great day/night :)

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